tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-82995591027965960062011-04-21T21:46:47.567-07:00Blowphishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07049764173599176578noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299559102796596006.post-39134185644004789702008-01-04T23:26:00.000-08:002008-01-04T23:55:25.697-08:00<a style="font-family: webdings;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2052/2168371222_0f968db078_b_d.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px;" src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2052/2168371222_0f968db078_b_d.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>新站第一贴。<br /> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 21pt; font-family: webdings;"><span lang="EN-US">1</span>月<span lang="EN-US">1</span>号<span lang="EN-US">0</span>点，镇上一个酒吧高度密集的广场，热爱中文喜欢啤酒的比国小弟小妹，一帮存在代沟的校友，沉默亲切的<span lang="EN-US">Sofia</span>，同一个地点，同样的角度，同样的啤酒<span lang="EN-US">, </span>数着压根不明白的荷兰语数字，我面带标准的新年笑容<span lang="EN-US">, </span>就像身边所有人那样吹响玩具笛子<span lang="EN-US">, </span>等来了一个气温<span lang="EN-US">10</span>度的新年。</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 21pt; font-family: webdings;"><span lang="EN-US">24</span>岁就这么不知不觉地在这个南北掐架，水质偏硬的国家上跑远了，关于这一年 ，一年多的回忆大部分都在酒精和时而间断的旅行计划中跑远了。固执与癫狂<span lang="EN-US">, </span>依然如屋子里内俩坏了的灯泡一样留还在我这<span lang="EN-US">. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 21pt; font-family: webdings;">我是个懒人<span lang="EN-US">, </span>这点我妈可以证明<span lang="EN-US">, </span>所以今年发生的那些事和遇到的人可以被以下一堆闪过脑海的关键字极为粗略的代替<span lang="EN-US">: </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 5.25pt; text-indent: 15.75pt; font-family: webdings;">华人篮球赛<span lang="EN-US">, </span>运动中心三分赌博<span lang="EN-US">, </span>斯德哥尔摩酒吧无名歌手<span lang="EN-US">, </span>无序作息<span lang="EN-US">, </span>挂课<span lang="EN-US">, </span>修道院公园<span lang="EN-US">, </span>慕尼黑大帐篷<span lang="EN-US">, <span style=""> </span></span>打工<span lang="EN-US">, </span>做饭<span lang="EN-US">, </span>搬家<span lang="EN-US">, </span>老屋天台上的植物<span lang="EN-US">, </span>牛博<span lang="EN-US">, Erasmus</span>学生<span lang="EN-US">, </span>豆瓣改版<span lang="EN-US">, </span>日本<span lang="EN-US">, </span>老乡会<span lang="EN-US">, Mama Huang</span>餐馆<span lang="EN-US">, </span>语言<span lang="EN-US">party, </span>拉丁吧<span lang="EN-US">, </span>鹿特丹夜行侠<span lang="EN-US">, </span>蓬皮杜地下迷宫<span lang="EN-US">, caponara …..</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 5.25pt; text-indent: 15.75pt; font-family: webdings;">这下半年对我来说更多的是新鲜以及经历<span lang="EN-US">, </span>无法释怀的是对一位短暂当过我老板的香港大妈<span lang="EN-US">, </span>对于现在来看微不足道的问题<span lang="EN-US">, </span>不管当初从我的立场来看怎么样<span lang="EN-US">, </span>我都应该向她做一个合理的解释<span lang="EN-US">, </span>向她说明我停止打工的真实原因<span lang="EN-US">, </span>而不是她以为的工资问题<span lang="EN-US">, </span>也不是我们合起来欺负她<span lang="EN-US">. </span>这样一个无助的老人<span lang="EN-US">, </span>她值得一个真实地告别<span lang="EN-US">. </span>从后来跟一个在那里结识的工友娓娓道来的情景在现中<span lang="EN-US">, </span>从自己的反省<span lang="EN-US">, </span>我告诉自己<span lang="EN-US">: </span>人是有感情的<span lang="EN-US">, </span>其实人与人之间比我想象的要好很多<span lang="EN-US">. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 5.25pt; text-indent: 15.75pt; font-family: webdings;">除此之外<span lang="EN-US">, </span>接下来的几天我需要重新建立一个切实可行的目标<span lang="EN-US">, </span>编程还有锻炼都是<span lang="EN-US">. </span>意大利西班牙的事情先搁一搁<span lang="EN-US">, </span>下半年回去找工作需要一些实际的成果<span lang="EN-US">, </span>为此我需要付出时间<span lang="EN-US">, </span>烟草还有咖啡<span lang="EN-US">. </span>什么地球男人<span lang="EN-US">, </span>甜蜜之地<span lang="EN-US">, </span>等等无关此事的电影<span lang="EN-US">, </span>也就先靠边站了<span lang="EN-US">. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 5.25pt; text-indent: 15.75pt; font-family: webdings;">朋友们在国内国外的<span lang="EN-US">, </span>都在忙着自己的事情<span lang="EN-US">, </span>有时一个寻常的消息<span lang="EN-US">, </span>对我都是莫大的鼓励<span lang="EN-US">, </span>所以朴实的希望所有我关心着的人们<span lang="EN-US">, </span>所有关心我的人们<span lang="EN-US">, </span>来年都能保持积极<span lang="EN-US">, </span>健康<span lang="EN-US">, </span>平安的发展态势<span lang="EN-US">。<o:p><br /></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 5.25pt; text-indent: 15.75pt; font-family: webdings;">......<br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 5.25pt; text-indent: 15.75pt; font-family: webdings;">夜已继日的亢奋死灰复燃<span lang="EN-US">, </span>为此我手心出汗<span lang="EN-US">, </span>我激动<span lang="EN-US">, </span>我想喝汤力水<span lang="EN-US">, </span>我想在标准筐上扣一个<span lang="EN-US">, </span>我想从中场劲射挂死角<span lang="EN-US">… </span>我甚至不能控制自己的节奏<span lang="EN-US">, </span>我念着自己的名字<span lang="EN-US">, </span>突然觉得有些陌生<span lang="EN-US">,…</span>不行<span lang="EN-US">! </span>这远远不够<span lang="EN-US">! </span>嘴不能闲下来<span lang="EN-US">! </span>声带不能闲着<span lang="EN-US">! </span>否则怎么对得起在革命中死去的同胞<span lang="EN-US">! </span>于是我唱歌<span lang="EN-US">, </span>大声地喊出来<span lang="EN-US">, </span>在环路监狱边<span lang="EN-US">, </span>在去买可乐的路上<span lang="EN-US">, </span>我唱国际歌<span lang="EN-US">, </span>我唱<span lang="EN-US">Basket case, </span>我对着墙壁放声大笑<span lang="EN-US">, </span>我对着一个陌生的黑人大声喊着<span lang="EN-US">: </span>英<span lang="EN-US">…</span>特<span lang="EN-US">……</span>纳<span lang="EN-US">...</span>雄<span lang="EN-US">…</span>耐<span lang="EN-US">……</span>尔<span lang="EN-US">….</span>就一<span lang="EN-US">...</span>定要<span lang="EN-US">…</span>实现<span lang="EN-US">!...</span>我趁这癫狂在太阳出来前还没消失<span lang="EN-US">,<span style=""> </span></span>去看了看久违的日出<span lang="EN-US">. </span>对桥下开过的一节节火车竖起中指<span lang="EN-US">, </span>盘腿坐在路边<span lang="EN-US">, </span>静下来望了望远处的农田和教堂<span lang="EN-US">, </span>哦<span lang="EN-US">, </span>还有那几头愚蠢的奶牛<span lang="EN-US">. </span>卷了一根烟<span lang="EN-US">, ….</span>许久<span lang="EN-US">…</span>才发现世界原来如此的美妙而富有哲理<span lang="EN-US">…</span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8299559102796596006-3913418564400478970?l=blowphish127.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Blowphishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07049764173599176578noreply@blogger.com0